And still do. On very rare occasions.
For the most part.
(I have plenty to say about sex for a virgin, eh? I have older sisters. They talk.)
Actually...there isn't much of a conversation about a woman's sex drive period. But I imagine that's for another entry on this blog.
On the rare occasion it does occur, I don't beat myself up for it. I recognize that I am a human, and I am a woman who has a sex drive. And this is not something to be ashamed of. It was, in fact, God-given. And dear parents, teachers, and leaders--I know you are doing your best and your intentions are so good, but not acknowledging my sex drive, or your sex drive, isn't going to make it go away and ensure chastity. I think it creates more problems.
I let it go. Move on. Try to keep my thoughts clean not out of fear, but out of respect for myself and my future partner.